I am healthy and happy, but have found another side of me that seems to be yearning to get out.

I have found that the thought of 2 women together seems to make me excited. It turns me on. Is it because women are naturally more sensual? More tender? More compassionate?

But then there is the "Other" side... the thought of being restrained, touched, teased... that turns me on too.

Is this all wrong?  Is it wrong to enjoy being spanked and told that I am a naughty little girl? Is it wrong to want to be taken over your knee and spanked? I have been such a bad girl... 

Is this side of me wrong? Do you want to know more? Will you share with me'

Do you like to role play? Would you role play with me? 

You stand up and face me, a smile on your face.

Toys? You ask, quietly, as if questioning. I smile, unsure, yet excited.

You take my hand in yours and lead me to the bedroom, where there are also candles glowing. I sit down on the edge of the bed, as you return with the wine and our glasses.

I take my glass and take another sip - something to calm my nerves. You already seem to be calm.

From your dresser drawer, you bring a small silk bag over to the bed. Taking my glass again, you slide your arms around me and start to kiss me. I can't fight it. You feel so good, so tender, so passionate. I can't fight what you are doing to me and how you make me feel. Still kissing, we find our way to the bed and lay down in the middle of the soft blanket. The passion seems to increase with each kiss, as our hards start to wander and touch each other. I can hear both of us breathing fast and heavy, as we are hungry for more.

You pull me on top of you and I kneel over you. Take it off baby, you tell me, as I reach around and unfasten my bra, letting it snap free, and you pull it from me. Oh yes, you whisper, taking my breasts in your hands and massaging them, making me moan softly. I close my eyes as you pinch my nipples, twisting them, pulling them. I moan deeper.

You suddenly sit up and grab my nipple in your teeth, biting down. I gasp. And with one move, I am suddenly on the bed and you are over me. You unfasten your bra and remove it. Your firm tits dancing in the candlelight. Your hands move along my body and raise my arms above my head. I can feel you fasten something to one wrist and then the other. I can then hear two snaps, as I realize that you have just secured my wrists to the bedposts.

Do you want to watch or would you be more excited with a blindfold? You ask, wanting to play. Blindfold, I answer. You climb from the bed and get another drink of wine, kissing me, feeding me, before giving me a smile and then tying a silk scarf over my eyes.

My breathing is growing fast and heavy as I feel your hands on my body. Relax sweetheart, you tell me, I won't hurt you, I promise.

I feel you touch my panties, your fingers disappearing inside the fabric. You pet me, softly, with tenderness. Oh yes, you whisper, your kitty wants some loving. I can then feel your hands work my thong down my legs and off my body. So pretty you say, as I feel your hot breath move up my legs, along my inner thighs, to my box.

I gasp as I feel your breath on my pussy, knowing now that you are right there, between my legs, wanting to take my sex right there.

I squirm slightly and I hear you laugh softly. Yes baby, yes. I then feel you near my feet and ankles. I feel something around my ankles and then you slide my right leg over and I hear the click. You then handle my left leg, fastening something on my ankle, before you playfully slide my toes in your mouth. I let out another gasp, of surprise. It's okay baby, I hear you say, as you slide my left leg outward and, once again, the familiar click. I can't see, but know that I am fastened to your four-post bed, spread eagle, for you.

I can hear you as you ask if I still want this, still want to play, still want toys. I take a deep breath and, without hesitation, reply. Oh yes master, please, I say.

Very good slave, you answer, as I feel you lean in again and start to kiss me. Your naked body pressing againt mine, your mouth covering mine, your tongue darting in and out of my mouth. I can feel the passion in your kisses, growing with each kiss. Your body rubs against mine as you take the breath right out of me. You start to moan softly as you keep kissing, your hips pressing against my body. You are getting excited. Is it that you are kissing and touching me, or is it that I am your slave, chained to your bed.

I want to try something, you say quietly, I want to see if we can cum together. I don't know what your intentions are, but you seem to have something in mind.   You roll off me, although you don't want to quit kissing me, they linger, your lips on mine, your breath filling me.  Finally, I feel you kneel on the bed, between my legs. I want to try this baby, I want to see if I can make us both cum at the same time, so we can enjoy this.

You walk around the bed and remove the blindfold. You smile at me. I love you baby, you say, kissing me again. I love you too, I respond, with a smile. I can see you now, as you fasten a nylon rope to each headboard post and lay them down along my arms. For me baby, you say, with a smile.  You then lean over me and fasten a small clip to each of my nipples. Tell me when they pinch, you say, tightening them until I let out a squeak. I want you to feel erotic, you tell me, as I lay there, spread eagle, yet decorated, for your use.

You then bring out a large dong, two-ended, for us to share. Kneeling between my legs, you lower your face and start to kiss my pussy, letting your tongue disappear inside me, as I start to moan. You bury your face deeper, thrusting your tongue inside me. I start to squirm. Yes baby you tell me, as you sit back and smile. You are so horny and ready... and you taste so good, you say, with a smile. I watch as you slowly slide one end of the dong inside me. I can hear, and feel, my own wetness. You slide it in until it stops. You smile. I am going to join you baby, you tell me, as you kneel over me, locking your legs around mine, sliding your body down onto the other end of the toy, as it disappears deep isnide you. You gasp as your body swollows it.

I can feel the heat of your body against mine. You then move around and slide a small vibrating egg between us,  pressing it agaist my clit and then covering it with your own. You rub your body against mine, making sure we are joined. Your heartbeat is racing as you lay down on me, You grab the ropes that lay above my head and wrap them around your hands.

I can feel the bullet start to vibrate, humming agsinst our clits. Your body is pressng the clips tighter on my nipples as you rub my pussy with yours. You start to kiss me as you turn up the speed on the toy. The faster the hum, the more you start to dance. You tighten your legs around me as you hump me, your kisses hot and hungry, your body moaning.

I start to dance too, the vibrating driving me to explosion. We dance together, as you hump me, riding me. You start to howl, I do to. Oh god master, this is terrific. Oh yes fuck me, let's cum together. We both fiight the restraints as you ride me harder, driving the dlldo deeper in me, as the bullet presses tighter to my clit. I start to scream, as you sound like an animal in heat, ready to explode.

Sweat covers us both, as we ride and buck, screaming and moaning. It seems like forever that we share this arousal. Suddenly, both of us explode, our bodies thrashing and fighting, as the blanket it suddenly soaked and all you can smell is our sex.

You turn off the bullet and just lay there with me, kissing me... still joined with the toy, and your body tangled around me. 

I walk in the apartment and find you alone, sitting on the couch, wearing only your lace lingerie.

My breath catches in my throat, as I close the door behind me, locking it and putting on the chain. I head to you, as you look up with a smile and motion for me to come closer.

I drop my purse and keys on the floor and kick off my shoes. As I get closer, you stand and offer me a glass of wine. I can tell you have already started the party without me, but it doesn't matter. The blinds are closed, the candles are lit, and it's just us. I smile as I take the glass and take a sip.

I watch as you reach down and unbutton my blouse, letting the fabric fall open and expose my satin bra. Your warm hands move inside and touch my skin, sending goosebumps along my flesh. I continue to hold my glass, as I watch you.

You smile at me, comforting, as you take my glass from my hand and take a sip. You set the glass on the table and then lean in to kiss me, fillng my mouth with the wine we share. My heart starts to race as you kiss me. I rest my hands on my hips as you hold my face in your hands and take the lead in this moment of heat.

You pull back and smile at me. I smile back, confused, yet excited. You slide my blouse from my arms and toss it on the floor. We stand there, in the dancing candle light, just the two of us, You take my hands and raise them to your lips, sliding several of my fingers into your mouth. I can feel you suck them gently, as if feeding. I close my eyes and moan softly, as you caress me with your tongue and your lips tighten on me.

I feel your hands move and then touch my waist. You slowly unbutton the front of my jeans and unzip them.

Yes, please, take them off, I tell you, quietly. You bring my fingers back to my out mouth, where I slide them in and suck on my own fingers, tasting you, tasting the wine. Your hands move down my sides and take the band of my jeans in your fingers and slide my pants down, your hands moving along my thights, downward.

I open my eyes and watch you, as I feel your warm breath on my legs, as you kneel before me, your tongue running along my flesh, up toward my body.

Oh yes baby, you smell so sweet, so hungry, so excited, you whisper, as you plant a tiny kiss on the front of my satin thong. I let out a gasp.

You look up at me and smile... I know this isn't the end of this... you are going to take me further... please, take me further...

I have found a site that features very artistic and gorgeous photographs.

I have become addicted to viewing the galleries for the fetish and the nude photos.  They are so well done and the work is awesome.

There are so many that show the fetish side of life - bondage, collars, chains, rope, cuffs...

And then there are just as many of nudes - primarily women, which doesn't surprise me, but they caught my eye.

I couldn't help but study and stare - the woman touching one another, the bondage and submission, the kisses and touches. The photos were making me hot. The feeling in my pussy grew as I scanned each photo. It was such an erotic experience. Maybe even more erotic since they are so tastefully done. Maybe even more erotic because there is someone behind the lens, studying, staring, watching, contemplating... maybe even wanting and hungry.

I hate to admit it, but I must - the photos turn me on and I love to imagine me being behind the camera, watching, wanting, longing, yearning, and growing more horny with each shutter release. 

I can't help but wonder and want.

It's been so long and the curiosity has found me again. My body yearns and craves - wanting and longing.

I put in a video and watch intently, intensely. I watch their lips touch one another, I watch their hands caress and search. It seems as though they both know the way to be sensual, sexual, seductive. They know how to touch and caress, they know how to fondle, yet be strong. They both know how to do what lights the fires inside.

I watch their lips kissing, their tongues wrestling, the passion growing. Oh god, the feeling in my pussy is growing as they keep kissing. I want to feel those kisses. My breathing grows fast and heavy as I watch in awe.

Her hands move down her body and cup her breasts, massaging and touching. her fingers teasing her nipples, pinching them, pulling them, making her moan softly from behind the kisses. My hands reach up and touch my own - the nipples are so hard. Please touch me, please...